Cathy O'Brien sums it up perfectly

I was watching this video where Cathy O'Brien speaks on mind control, and while watching the second half of this video ( starts at the 8:40 mark) she explains how children who are victims of sexual abusive families are sold into these CIA mind control programs.


It takes me a four paragraph blog to try to get out what I suspect happened to my sister, myself, ....but I think the good ol' "what skeletons are in your closet" might have played into how my sister and I were placed as "expendables" in this program.

She says that a politician told her father that he could receive immunity from prosecution as long as he sold her into the CIA's Mind Control Project ( for the horrific sexual child abuse Cathy endured as a child).

My gosh reading what happened to Cathy O'Brien is traumatizing itself. I have been through hell and back - but nothing compared to what O'Brien went through.

We weren't victims of sexual abuse- but we were victims of estate theft.

The estate theft and scheme that had been in place way before we were even born.

It never made sense to me why our grandmother stopped talking to us right after our father died. She was a loving, kind, and caring person to us throughout our childhood.

As soon as my father died - she stopped ALL communications with us- and spent years up until her death helping lawyers up in Washington D.C. to loot/hide our estate.


I am not sure if she "sold us into the program" but she did turn a blind eye..

Perhaps her skeleton in the closet, in her situation, was knowledge of the murder of William Cooley Sr., her husband. Her family and other children would benefit from the estate - and she would would be granted immunity for any involvment or knowledge of the murder of her husband - William M Cooley Sr.

I don't think she knew or even suspected her son was also murdered.Perhaps I am wrong. I think she was victimized herself in this....

Anyways speaking of "skeletons in the closet" that is what this what the parasites in this program thrive on as the coveted chess piece that the use to keep their victims quiet.

I'm ready to speak about my skeletons in the closet, I am not ashamed anymore after realizing the mind control I was under...
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If I had been allowed to have my father still on this earth, if my sister and I were provided with the inheritance that was rightly ours - I would have never been so easily misguided as a shattered child to get into the things I was PLACED into.

I will write more about that in my next post or two....

Anyone reading this blog please keep in mind that the same CIA lawyer that represented Dr. Sidney Gottlieb ( who committed horrific atrocities on people he deemed "expendable") was the lawyer whose name was mentioned "of council" in our later father's "bankrupt" estate case.

Here's a mention of just some of the horrific experiments this Dr. participated in...

MK SEARCH

An operation that included over a dozen sub-projects. The projects were under the control of Dr. Sydney Gottlieb. Most were a continuation of projects conducted under MKUltra that were renamed after Dr. Cameron's time with the Agency had come to an end. Some were to be conducted in CIA safe houses set aside in a number of American cities including, Washington, New York, Chicago, and Los Angeles. The intention was to use them as locations where "expendables", (that is a subject who might die, but whose disappearance was unlikely to arouse suspicion), could be tested under full medical supervision. Other sub-projects concentrated specifically on exploiting human weaknesses and destabilising personalities.

One operation funded under MKSearch by Dr. Gottlieb was researching micro-organisms with the capacity to kill. The work was carried out by two separate laboratories who were unaware of each other's activities. One was a private research facility in Baltimore, the other was at the Army Biological Laboratory at For Detrick, which had been running an operation since May 1952 known as MKNaomi. The civilian researchers in Baltimore were instructed to attempt to find chemicals that could induce anything from the desire for kinky sex, to stimulating death by carbon dioxide, that is, to produce a chemical that could fake suicide. At Mount Sinai Hospital an immunologist by the name of Dr Harold Abramson was allocated $85, 000 by Dr. Gottlieb and was told that the Agency wanted experiments done on disturbance memory.

They wanted disturbance by aberrant behaviour, changes of sex patterns, suggestibility and the creation of dependence, to be used in the obtaining of information.

HE SCHWITZGEBEL MACHINE

After consultation with the DCI, Richard Helmes, Dr. Gottlieb hired the former director of the Agency's Office of Scientific Intelligence, Dr. Stephen Aldrich, and set him up in a safe house where a KGB defector had recently been interrogated and tortured continuously for almost three years, so that he could experiment with a device known as the Schwitzgebel Machine. This was a 'Behavioural Transmitter-Reinforcer' (BT-R) fitted to a body belt that received signals from, and transmitted signals to, a radio module. The machine was "linked to a missile tracking device which graphs the wearer's location and displays it on a screen." It was developed by Ralph K. Schwitzgebel in the Laboratory of Community Psychiatry at Harvard Medical School. His brother, Robert, subsequently modified the prototype into a more refined final product. The machine drew enthusiastic praise from criminologists who were supportive of ORD's concepts for the intelligence techniques of the new world order.

On December 10th 1972, Helmes cancelled Operation Often. The memo sent to Dr. Gottlieb to notify him was marked READ DESTROY. Dr Gottlieb resigned from the agency in January 1973. Before he left he was ordered by Helmes to shred all records from MKUltra - MKSearch.

130 boxes would later be discovered in the Langley archives that inexplicably, Dr Gottlieb had failed to destroy. It was thought that the records had been misfiled and would have been destroyed if Helmes and Gottlieb had been aware of them.

Organized Gang Stalking Stalking by Proxy Electonic psychical and Psychological Torture/Warefare on innocent American Children and Adults

I haven't updated my blog in quite a long time. I've been too busy being traumatized by all the above things mentioned in the title of this post. It's unbelievably sick what the people and groups behind these current modern day psychotronic warfare/mind control programs do to people.

These past two years not only have I found more than enough evidence that can pretty much confirm that my father and grandfather were murdered, but I've discovered something even more sinister and horrific. The only reason I say more horrific -is because of the thousands of other child victims/adult victims of what is an electronic/psychological CONTINUUM of CIA MKULTRA like programs that never stopped. The scum involved from whatever CIA MKULTRA program /branch had their eyes on both my sister and I as Guinea pigs from the time we were children. And the scum bags who put us in this program did so so we would never be able to come and claim our estate, or look into our past, or find out what happened to our father. We were considered disposable - and fair game to test on.

I look back and realize all the terrible things that happened to my sister,myself,were not bad luck, or just random rude personnel in different fields of psychology, law enforcement,government, and military.

I've had time to read and study other victims of mind control/monarch programming/ and illegal and unethical human experimentation to put two and two together. I've had more than enough time to look at old medical records/legal papers/court papers/educational paper TO LINK NAMES of the perps to known research programs (such as the man James Tarpey who lied on my father and mother's court papers that he had attended Georgetown with my father. Isn't that against the law to lie in court? He's involved in a bunch of neuro research programs-and his sister in law studied at the Jay Haley Institute in Washington D.C. Jay Haley was a protege of George Baeston who worked on project CHATTER!
Oh and she just so happened to move to Mt. Pleasant S.C.....the year my mom and sister moved down here...and our next door neighbors just so happen to know them personally! What a coincidence! My sister always blamed the next door neighbors for the voices she heard -I always thought she was crazy - until recently.

My son, unfortunately, was also put in this program; but it now being abused tortured by the system.

The system is a collection of cowardly people hiding behind law enforcement and military.

They are nothing more that sociopathic child abusers. Nothing has changed since the early 80's and 90's when FBI agent Ted Gunderson discovered(and tried to expose) these nefarious and darksided underbellies of the United States CIA/Government/Military Industrial Complex.

It's only gotten worse. The parasites (grave robbers,child abusers) behind these programs have only become more brazen given the advances in technology. Now they combine torture techniques of MKUULTRA past and use present technology of microwave and electronic harassment on their victims.

I can and will name names of the people who have abused my sister and my son.

There are so many other blogs of victims online(Rachel_O is just one victim whose blog I read )
http://www.ongangstalking.blogspot.com/

So many of us are crying out for help, and vocalizing this crime;yet nobody seems to listen.

Howver how can I expect people to listen or take notice, when it seems that the country in general is in essence zombified? So many things are going wrong, and it appears that a large majority just doesn't care.

It seems that we are living in an end of the Roman Empire like, and the population has been so dumbed down that it doesn't even notice.

I am praying everyday that both my son and my family are left alone. I can understand targeting me; especially after all the dirt I've dug up...but my son; and in such an obvious and psychically violent way? Not even the mob does things like that- a child???

Even if nobody cares, I will live long enough to publish everything...and write every name down of the real perps in this campaign.

I realized about a year ago I've been upset with the wrong people. It's not the firemen who came to my house to harass me, it's not the coroners involved in the case of my father or grandfather's deaths ( they were just puppets taking orders), or our grandmother....

.It's the scummy COWARDLY people behind the CIA MKULTRA mind control programs that are to blame. They are the real perps.

I was allowed to find out about my father's estate in D.C. 17 years after his death by these socipaths. They wanted me to know -they wanted me to cry out in pain. They wanted to traumatize the little girl within by making me relive my father's death and having me run after a paper trail ears of obvious fraud. They knew I'd never get justice. It was all designed as part of the torture that was planned out years ago.

I don't think they ever thought I would make the MKULTRA connection. I also think they figured I'd most likely kill myself. When that didn't happen, and right before I went to the FBI I was visited by Special Ops anti terror squad who tried to push me back in my apartment where I had a Co2 leak, and TRIED to make it look like a suicide....

Now I'm one of the thousand of Americans who call themselves "targeted individuals". I live in a torture grid that is made up of gang stalkers and (not proven- but highly likely electronic harrasment).

These scumbags are not just using the pain of a daughter losing her father; but are now torturing my son. The day to day stimuli and torture is to keep me occupied,terrified, and silent. It might work for a while, but my mind and soul will not be captured or numbed down into a submissive silence. I will continue to speak out and expose the cowards involved in our torture.

Some of your operatives are unbelievably stupid.... (especially the perps here in South Carolina) and have made some very obvious mistakes.

I've pretty much solved the msytery of William M Cooley - estate theft/murder; now I'm going to dedicate the rest of my life to solving and connecting the dots behind our mind control and torture program that we were put into as children. Doctors included.

Most all of the perps whom have harassed my son are all Air Force and or graduates of the same Charelston Citadel school for Education - I'll write more on that later....


My blog on Gang Stalking/MkULTRA/
http://badluckultra.wordpress.com/

My youtube page

http://www.youtube.com/probatedc

During the discovery process - I might have been a victim of a new fangeled version of CointelPro hidden behind the Homeland Security Act. I have survived a possible attempt against my life - have been intimidated, received death threats, gang stalked, harassed, suffered home invasions, suffered from surveillance abuse, computer and camera sabatoge, possible drugging, possible rape and aggravated assault. All of this began after I discovered that my father's estate was still open in the D.C. probate court 17 years after his death.
I am thankful that I am still alive. Despite repeated attempts no law enforcement - or any branch will assist. For this reason - and for my safety I have to resort to this online blog to document and leave a record of the events & discoveries for safety purposes. I tried letting it all go in hopes the harassment would stop - but it only continued. So I will continue to post as long as I survive the harassment campaign - and I will survive.

Found pictures of my father

I found old photo books with pictures of dad! Also I spoke to a wonderful lady last night who was so sweet - and she knew my father when he was young. I don't want to go into to many details but she told me something that broke me heart in a good way. She said that my grandmother was in the dark, the lawyers who did this were also in the dark. She said my sister and I were in the light - and Mack ( our dad) is looking down from above an is not happy at all about what was happened- yet he wouldn't want to see me suffering.She told me something important as well. Yet I'm not ready to write about it yet. I'm glad I found these old photo books. I haven't even seen most of these pictures before. I've cried happy tears today. My dad was my best friend. He died so young. :(
There is a picture where he is holding my sister as a baby - such a beautiful picture - the gold watch - my sister - that is what she would have love to have recieved. His wedding ring... gone the buddy holly glasses ...gone... I would have loved to have had those.
The smile and the love really shows through in these pictures. He was such a kind hearted person, not a mean bone is his body. He really loved being a dad too. We were lucky kids.

If I close my eyes will it all go away?

Probably not. I've started my new blog on my speculation and musings about having become what is termed a "targeted individual". I'm more free to write about those trial and tribulations on a space that is not dedicated to my dad's case. Unless some terribly horrifying event happens to me - like another psychical attack - or inopportune gas leak - I won't be posting much here about the whole "targeted individual" thing.
That being said - I was really writting the last year's events in an email yesterday - and well the email was over 11 pages on a Microsoft word document. And I was trying my best to be brief! That help to organize everything in my mind - and it's just shocking all that I have been through. Ha and I'm still here!
Today I was wondering, what would happen if I were take everything down; the web page , the videos, the blogs, my posts in other forums, and never mention anything even again. Would I be able to wake up the next morning and make it all go away? Sadly from what I have read from other's victims plights the answer is a resounding no.

Everyone I know from my family, friends, even my doctor have told me to let it all go. They tell me not to look back and just get on with my life - and that all the bad events and covert harrasment will stop. That sounds reasonable, and I wish that would happen. How I wish I could just close my eyes and wake up and have this whole mess be gone. I wish sometimes more than anything to have turned back the hands of time and made sure I had never gotten involved in this case to begin with. I know I would have though. Given the fact that it was my father - who died when we were still just children -even knowing the hell I have been put through - I would probably do it all over again. These are matters of the heart. Matters of the soul and spirit.

Sometimes I wonder - given how powerful the lawyers and people who were involved in the potential cover up of the estate fraud - why did they even allow me to find out about it? Seventeen years of probate fraud and theft- why even allow my sister and I to find out? They could have covered it up if they had really wanted to right?

I wass sent on a wild goose chase - and I was up against lawyers with CIA connections and a lawyer who seems to be for all intents and purposes the "poster' boy for dozens of elite organizations and establishments. Including being the "president" to the Crown of Charlemagne. I read to day that 32 of our United States presidents originated from the Charlemagne lineage. Cool fact to learn! I didn't even know such organizations existed. I hope I didn't offend the whole establishement for talking bad about the person who represents them in the publics eye.

They are a very powerful and important lot of people. But I can't help it - this man was terrible to us! So I've spoken out about it. That does not mean that I am in anyway trying to put down the whole group :( I can trace my harassment and targeting directly to a particular lawyer when he came at the last minute to close my father's estate. That's when it really started. Even the things tailored at the ER.

I think the parties behind the gang stalking miscalculated me insomuch as underestimating my investigative skills. I don't think they knew I was going to be able to trace the harassing letters I received to back the the *liver family in Iowa. I don't think they thought I would be so quick and get the fire records and ambulance records , and find out that I was visited by a special team of special ops that responded to a three day long Co2 leak- and not my regular "firemen". The list of my discoveries could go on and on - yet I think given the fact that I do know - and potentially have a way to prove what I am writing - puts me more in danger than anything. Perhaps if I had played stupid .... I do wish it would all go away. I can keep hopeful right?

It is simply amazing the psychological rape I have been through. On top of that I had to grieve over and over again for the past three years whilst going on this little adventure of trying to seek justice. Three years- almost four now- where I dedicated myself 100 percent to this case and to the discovery process. I could have finshed my last year of college by now and have two years of postgrad studies! I isolated myself from friends and from even having a romatic relationship. My life was put on hold for the past three years.
Hundreds of thousands of dollars were stolen from my father's estate and from my sister and myself. My sister didn't even get braces on her teeth! Even if all that remained was 30 thousand dollars - and his shares - I would have been happy with that. I'm willing to bet that I spent more than 20 thousand on lawyers, airplane tickets, just trying to obtain the last part of my father's legacy. It wasn't about the money. It wasn't about the 30 thousand dollars. It was that it was my father's 30 thousand dollars. We never even received personal items of his after his death.

Anyways apart from the harassment, intimidation, and torture that I went through this past year. The parties stole the last part of my father from us.
It's almost as if we gave our inheritance in exchange to be harassed and put on some "hit list" of sorts. So in essence - my father's esate didnt by education for his daughters as he wished on his last letter he wrote to me- it bought them into a terrible heartbreaking situation where one would be harrased, attacked, and tortured.

Keeping an open mind - I've read that many targeted individuals suspect that they are in some kind of Mk Ultra related experiemnts after having been targeted.I've heard this question poised to other T.I.'s from people who are not really aware of what beign a targeted indivudual is - and they ask, "Well if you're so important, or if what is happening to you is real - why don't they just kill you?" Even my mom told me that if they really wanted to kill me - I would be dead by now. That's is the brilliant catch 20 in this situation.

Gangstalking is meant to coverty kill and destroy the individual. Push the individual to commit suicide or set them up for incarceration by lashing out. It is meant to mimic the events that someone with shizophrenia might complain about.

Once,again I'd ask anyone reading this to keep an open mind when I make the following points. MK Ultra and goverment and experiments and torture on unknowing citizens did exsit at one time. According to some all the way into the 80's. It is perfectly plausible that some kind of experiemntations still exist.

Did all these covert unethical operations- and scientists suddenly dissapear after the Church Committee hearings just stop? Just because president Clinton offered a formal apology to hundreds of MKUltra vicitms - is it really plausible to believe that the architects and mad scientists & the money and power of the miltary industrial complex just behind these Mk Ultra and Cointel operations - just decided "Hey um we better not do this anymore". I don't think so that is plausible.

Hundreds - if not thousands of people - are writting and posting web sites about thier experiences as a TI. The accounts are very errie in their similarites. I can't help but wonder if once someone is placed on the list so to speak - for whatever reason - crossed the wrong person with enough power and contacts ect ect. That the same infrastructure and organizations that tested on subjects in the hospitals aren't doing the same to targeted individuals?

That would be the beauty of it - is now they can get away with not experimenting on people in hospitals. They don't need to.They can do it to people in thier homes. If the person is a hier, that's an extra advantage to whichever s*ck b*strd turns them into the program. The vicitms will probably be so overwhelmed when the gangstalking begins -that they might commit suicide. If not they will probably talk about it and end up institutionalzed because gangstalking sounds unbelievalbe to most people.

I've done so much research on other targeted individuals - and I have found numerous accounts from other victims who experience terrifying gang stalking activited after thier parent died and they were left an inheritance. A few of the even blame the probate lawyers for targeting the gangstalking and harrasment on them!

Back to the Mkultra/ Covert torture and harrasment issue - the very CIA lawyer who represented Dr. Sindey Gotleib - appears on a letter concerning my father's shares and voting trust. His lawfirm has my father's company sharebook. Oddly enough he went to law school with the other lawyer who came in at the last minute to close my father's estate. Now that proves absolutley nothing - yet it leaves one to really wonder. We're not talking 6 degrees of seperation here - this is one degree of seperation in our case. That's scary!

Here's the description on Gotliebb:Sidney Gottlieb headed the secret Project MKULTRA which was activated on the order of CIA director Allen Dulles. Gottlieb was known for administration of LSD and other psycho-active drugs to unwitting subjects and for financing psychiatric research and development of "techniques that would crush the human psyche to the point that it would admit anything."

For the record I am not accusing this lawyer or lawfirm of anything - in fact I've had little to no contact with them - and the little contact that I did have they were somewhat amicable. Yet I'm sorry - it's still a little too close for comfort for me.

Not just because of all the trauma, coverups, and myself possibly having been drugged before my attack. But my sister who came home one night from work - after being heavily drugged by something - and never being the same again. There is no schizphrenia that runs in our family - so why her? Plus her MRI's show holes in the brain - which is indicative of drug damage - not schizophrenia.

There are some very sick and sadistic - and dare I say satanic individuals out there. What I am living through is a nightmare in itself. Other targeted individuals akin their experience as living in a silent holocaust.

I'm not going to come to the conclusion that yes indeed this is what is happening to myself and others - yet I can't help but wonder!

I still wish every morning that I could wake up and that the nightmare would just go away - as my family and friends say that it would - For now I will have to adjust to this new way of living and being - and take advantage of it to grow more both personally & spiritually.

Things just do not add up

I woke up this morning with a thought that had not crossed my mind yet. Stupid of me. I was looking at how all the organized gang stalking might be connected to something like a mercenary groups such as B*ck*ater. From what happened to me - and accounts I have read online from others - the time, money, and sheer force it not just from some random punks.

Then it dawned on me - I wrote before that I know my grandmother and her second husband were friends with the Prince family in Holland Michigan.

My grandmother comes from the very well known Anderson family in Evanston Ill. Most of her Uncles were pastors in on way or another. Her second husband ( the one she marries one month after her first husband - the sole heir of the Allen & Garcia deeds and shares was "thrown from a car" - was a Air Force pilot.

Anyways - I find it oddly coincidental that off all the lawyers in Washington D.C. - why is it a law firm and lawyer that went to go defend Blackwater rigth after the Nissour Square incident in Iraq - have the voting trust/stock book and share book of my father - A BANKRUPT CABDRIVER.

Remember he's "bankrupt".

And the new "lawyer" that my grandmother hired at the last minute a Knight of Malta with Bush and CIA connections went into the D.C. Probate court and pretended not to know where the shares or voting trust was -when it was the Blackwater/ CIA connected lawyers that held the share book?

PLEASE!!!!

Things that really make you wonder.

I've also been reading from other organized gang stalking victims - and a lot of them became victims upon entering a court case, or trying to blow the whistle on corrupt lawyers and Judges.

http://gangstalkingworld.com/Media/2007/01/anita-e-belle/
http://gangstalkingworld.com/Media/2007/11/ramona-lopez/

There are so many similar stories....

I find our case ( my sister and myself) of probate fraud unreal. All the discoveries of tax fraud, fraud to the court, mail fraud, concealment, RICO act violations were completely ignored.

Instead I had visits from special ops "firemen", was harassed to no end with all the methods and tactics that other victim's express. I've been attacked in my own apartment. I am now without a home. I am receiving no help or protection from any kind - much less an investigation into the estate fraud case.

There is no doubt in my mind that the organized gang stalking was done in order to shut me up, and to impede me from being able to follow through on the case.

So here in the country - lawyers if powerful enough - can get away with whatever they want - including stealing from the dead - and from their family line.

Apart from that the unanswered questions surrounding my father and my grandfather's deaths. This is really a twisted case.

Here's another thing that makes me wonder. I posted about her before - but take a look at the track record of the coroner who was hired a week before my father passed away. There are so many similarities between my father's death and others here. All of his bank records, personal items, GONE.

My gut instinct tell me my father was possibly murdered as well. Why is there such a big cover up with everything?

http://www.hereinreality.com/autopsy.html

Dr. Joye M. Carter - BioAccording to one source: "Dr. Carter has been in the news many times before. She was fined and almost lost her license in 2001 for allowing an unlicensed pathologist to perform autopsies. In 1998 her office was accused of tampering with evidence in the murder of a 12-year old girl. http://www.texnews.com/1998/texas/smither0403.htmlThat same year she admitted that bodies were sometimes stacked on top of each other at her morgue. She's been sued (and lost) twice by whistleblowers who were fired for trying to expose corruption in the Harris County Medical Examiner's office." A lot of the information here was on this sitehttp://www.mail-archive.com/cypherpunks@minder.net/msg15434.html
Paul Wilcher
County Chief Medical Examiner Dr. Joye Carter said she cited Gulf War Syndrome as a contributing cause of death-it was last among nine causes-because it had been diagnosed by Department of Veterans Affairs doctors."This is a syndrome with multiple aspects," said Carter, who served as an Air Force medical examiner during DesertStorm. "We're not sure what it is. Its symptoms run the gamut-strange chemical tastes, benign tumors, heartdisease, heart palpitations. ...

.Cliff Baxter "Cliff Baxter's Medical Examiner Has Questionable Past""The death of Cliff Baxter was declared a suicide by Dr. Joye M. Carter, Chief Medical Examiner for Harris County, Texas. But questions are being raised about Dr. Carter, whose career includes alleged .

Shelly Malone Shelly's dead body was airlifted by Medstar helicopter to D. C. from the field after a mercy call from the good men of ThePlains Fire and Rescue Squad. Shelly's autopsy pictures, especially two of her face suggest she was beaten. It demands explanation why the report of D. C. Coroner, Dr. Joye Carter, overlooked commenting on the fact that Shelly's lips were split intwo places and that there are multiple contusions and abrasions to her face and body."From what I read on line ( don't know if true) her boyfriend wanted her to be cremated - against her families wishes. The demaned a burial. Later they took another look at the body and found injection marks.... Joye M Carter was hired as D.C. coroner one week before my father's death.

I found oddities around my father's death and on his death certificate. He was found with his pants pulled down in a pool of blood -was cremated immediately and all bank records personal items were "stolen" by people living in a boarding house ( he was actually living with an ABC new producer at the time - she was appalled at reading that the lawyer and personal representative of the estate had claimed she and her husband had stolen his bank records. I was told that there were needles on the scene - and that my father had died of a drug overdose.

My father did not do hard drugs. On the death certificate it says he died of a heart attack - and that no drugs were found in his system.I emailed Ms. Carter ( before knowing about all of this ) and asked her if she could verify somethings about my father's death. Never heard back from her again. Two days later before going to the FBI with my information I was visited by "firemen" who were actually special ops ( verified) came to fix my gas stove ( the pilot light had been turned off). For three days these men came to my apartment telling me they had fixed it. The never did.I had a Co2 leak - and when I went to get tested for possible Co2 poisoning was greeted by an ambulance outside my door ( even though I had not called 911) and harassed and threatened and placed against my will in a psych ward - the ambulance lady stated to the psychiatrist that I had been playing with my gas pipe all weekend and was trying to commit suicide. Luckily the psych didn't buy the story from the "ems" lady in the Ambulance and let me go.but the similarities are uncanny to say the least... especially with the cremations and missing papers and files -

Also I am sick because now I have to live in hiding due to this organized gang stalking / covert torture bs.

Oh and my grandmother's question when I called her this Christmas

'You're not dead yet?"

So do I have to live the rest of my life in fear because other poeple MADE MISTAKES, STOLE, HID ASSETS, and POSSIBLY MURDERED TWO GENERATIONS OF MEN?

For the past four years I gave my all to my father's estate case. I remember walking around in a daze for months upon end - clutching the estate papers close to my heart - nobody would give me any answers - and the closer I got to the truth the more the harassment tactics went up.

So here I am in financial ruin, hiding, and shocked. My family is even being targeted now.

I didn't even achieve my goal of getting any personal item of my father's -apart from a few picture and a letter we have nothing.

All I have is 17 years of fraudulent court records with my father's name on it. They are with me. That's our only keepsake from our dad.

So now that I am a victim of this oragnized like stalking - as are many others- I have to deal with it - yet I will not be intimidated into silence. I will continue to fight for justice using all legal and peaceful means possible.

I don't care if I have to work at McDonalds and use my paycheck to help me with my legal battle. I have no car now - lost my home - all because of this mess my life quality is zilch.

I can't wait to blog about my job and funding the legal battle that got me no where.
Sick thing is these b*strds knew all along - and probably laughed about sending me on a legal wild goose chase - trying to seek justice - all along my heart ripping into pieces.

My sister and I deserve to have what was rightfully ours. There are some people who owe us a lot of money - answers - and apologies.

A face to the blog

These videos aren't the best - and I look like cr*p. That is what 8 months of being a targeted individual does to you.

Anyways here they are...