I was watching this video where Cathy O'Brien speaks on mind control, and while watching the second half of this video ( starts at the 8:40 mark) she explains how children who are victims of sexual abusive families are sold into these CIA mind control programs.
It takes me a four paragraph blog to try to get out what I suspect happened to my sister, myself, ....but I think the good ol' "what skeletons are in your closet" might have played into how my sister and I were placed as "expendables" in this program.
She says that a politician told her father that he could receive immunity from prosecution as long as he sold her into the CIA's Mind Control Project ( for the horrific sexual child abuse Cathy endured as a child).
My gosh reading what happened to Cathy O'Brien is traumatizing itself. I have been through hell and back - but nothing compared to what O'Brien went through.
We weren't victims of sexual abuse- but we were victims of estate theft.
The estate theft and scheme that had been in place way before we were even born.
It never made sense to me why our grandmother stopped talking to us right after our father died. She was a loving, kind, and caring person to us throughout our childhood.
As soon as my father died - she stopped ALL communications with us- and spent years up until her death helping lawyers up in Washington D.C. to loot/hide our estate.
I am not sure if she "sold us into the program" but she did turn a blind eye..
Perhaps her skeleton in the closet, in her situation, was knowledge of the murder of William Cooley Sr., her husband. Her family and other children would benefit from the estate - and she would would be granted immunity for any involvment or knowledge of the murder of her husband - William M Cooley Sr.
I don't think she knew or even suspected her son was also murdered.Perhaps I am wrong. I think she was victimized herself in this....
Anyways speaking of "skeletons in the closet" that is what this what the parasites in this program thrive on as the coveted chess piece that the use to keep their victims quiet.
I'm ready to speak about my skeletons in the closet, I am not ashamed anymore after realizing the mind control I was under...
If I had been allowed to have my father still on this earth, if my sister and I were provided with the inheritance that was rightly ours - I would have never been so easily misguided as a shattered child to get into the things I was PLACED into.
I will write more about that in my next post or two....
Anyone reading this blog please keep in mind that the same CIA lawyer that represented Dr. Sidney Gottlieb ( who committed horrific atrocities on people he deemed "expendable") was the lawyer whose name was mentioned "of council" in our later father's "bankrupt" estate case.
Here's a mention of just some of the horrific experiments this Dr. participated in...
An operation that included over a dozen sub-projects. The projects were under the control of Dr. Sydney Gottlieb. Most were a continuation of projects conducted under MKUltra that were renamed after Dr. Cameron's time with the Agency had come to an end. Some were to be conducted in CIA safe houses set aside in a number of American cities including, Washington, New York, Chicago, and Los Angeles. The intention was to use them as locations where "expendables", (that is a subject who might die, but whose disappearance was unlikely to arouse suspicion), could be tested under full medical supervision. Other sub-projects concentrated specifically on exploiting human weaknesses and destabilising personalities.
One operation funded under MKSearch by Dr. Gottlieb was researching micro-organisms with the capacity to kill. The work was carried out by two separate laboratories who were unaware of each other's activities. One was a private research facility in Baltimore, the other was at the Army Biological Laboratory at For Detrick, which had been running an operation since May 1952 known as MKNaomi. The civilian researchers in Baltimore were instructed to attempt to find chemicals that could induce anything from the desire for kinky sex, to stimulating death by carbon dioxide, that is, to produce a chemical that could fake suicide. At Mount Sinai Hospital an immunologist by the name of Dr Harold Abramson was allocated $85, 000 by Dr. Gottlieb and was told that the Agency wanted experiments done on disturbance memory.
They wanted disturbance by aberrant behaviour, changes of sex patterns, suggestibility and the creation of dependence, to be used in the obtaining of information.
HE SCHWITZGEBEL MACHINE
After consultation with the DCI, Richard Helmes, Dr. Gottlieb hired the former director of the Agency's Office of Scientific Intelligence, Dr. Stephen Aldrich, and set him up in a safe house where a KGB defector had recently been interrogated and tortured continuously for almost three years, so that he could experiment with a device known as the Schwitzgebel Machine. This was a 'Behavioural Transmitter-Reinforcer' (BT-R) fitted to a body belt that received signals from, and transmitted signals to, a radio module. The machine was "linked to a missile tracking device which graphs the wearer's location and displays it on a screen." It was developed by Ralph K. Schwitzgebel in the Laboratory of Community Psychiatry at Harvard Medical School. His brother, Robert, subsequently modified the prototype into a more refined final product. The machine drew enthusiastic praise from criminologists who were supportive of ORD's concepts for the intelligence techniques of the new world order.
On December 10th 1972, Helmes cancelled Operation Often. The memo sent to Dr. Gottlieb to notify him was marked READ DESTROY. Dr Gottlieb resigned from the agency in January 1973. Before he left he was ordered by Helmes to shred all records from MKUltra - MKSearch.
130 boxes would later be discovered in the Langley archives that inexplicably, Dr Gottlieb had failed to destroy. It was thought that the records had been misfiled and would have been destroyed if Helmes and Gottlieb had been aware of them.