My first interview on TV speaking about Organized Gang Stalking Stalking By Proxy Non Touch Torture and how and why we were targeted by this Cointelpro/Torture program

My first video interview on America Needs to Know it's a TV show based out of California.

 I wish I hadn't been so nervous. At the time of the interview my son still had not been targeted in such a terrible way. Elizabeth Adams is an amazing and strong lady! While I am not in this video; it shows how her television show has progressed - and this is an excellent show featuring a panel of other victims of this new program.

Targeting and Abuse of Children of Targeted Individuals

I’m not sure why; but as of late the stalking and harassment has subsided.

The past few months have been pure hell. A full on psychological warfare against both my son and I. My son almost died twice.

The night before the bioethics committee hearing, hewas attacked and jumped in a parking lot. His whole face was bashed in, and the Police detective said that all he had was a black eye. His face is permanently disfigured. The detective and her husband are quite the interesting couple ( military) — and well her lack of compassion and total disregard for the facts really raise some huge question marks. That will be another post.

The onslaught got even worse . The night before my son turned 17 ( which would make him a legal adult in the state of South Carolina) I called him. I heard a terrible and sinister and evil laugh on the other end of the phone. I asked my son who he was with, and apparently it was a man he had just met. Well, this man was an informant for the police department. My son spent the day of his 17 birthday in an adult jail for “paraphernalia charges”. Of course there was the sly and scummy foreshadowing done towards me on the same day — typical street theater ( before I found out ).

My son told me that the police officer looked “high," and “scary," and that his eyes were beady and that the officer was sweating profusely and only showed interest in him. He also told me he looked as if he were military . My son was terrified ( especially after seeing his mother terrorized in New York and being fully aware of being a target ) — and ran out of fear. The officer threatened to taser him.

The Police department held him in jail, charged him bail ( despite never having been arrested before), and the poor thing was traumatized yet again. My son said even the officers and staff and the jail had never heard of an arrest for “paraphernalia”.

My son started to hang around a kid whose actions were very scary. This kid's father is from Iran. He is allowed to do whatever he wants, and somehow it is only the kids surrounding him that get arrested. This kid has an uncle who graduated from Harvard and MIT and works with technology and developing patents that could be used in electromagnetic harassment.

My son seemed to be another person around this boy. I would call and he would sound drugged. The kid and his friend - a 20 year old man ( son of former higer up in the Navy who currently works for the Department of Justice) would yell at him and humiliate him over the phone. As a mother, I was terrified at hearing this.

The kid told my son that his father was “best friends” with the Chief of Police, and that he was part of the “system," and could do whatever he wanted. He threatened my son, and told him that he could not live with my grandparents home — as he could get the police to check it and perhaps have it taken away.

My son the left the house, and was under the control of these two kids. The kid’s father offered my son a job — an odd job with odd times…. Then while driving home one night the car which was driven the car was stopped by police. The 18 year old had open alcohol in his car and was driving. The 20 year old ( son of the man who works at the Department of Justice) was in the front door passenger seat. My son who was in the back seat was charged for open container. Despite not having any alcohol in his system. The incident got even more fishy. Apparently when the kids were going to be let go, an officer from the same town where my son has been targeted by the rouge individuals in the police department, called the officer in the city where the boys were stopped, and told them they had arrested a boy with a stolen credit cardt. So the police from the arrested all the boys in the car. They were arrested because the kid in  told the officers that all the boys had assisted him with the stolen credit card.
So at the same time the car was pulled over, another kid was stopped in the jurisdiction ( same police department where he was arrested the day of his birthday) where my son was from and claimed that the boys in the car had assisted him in stealing a credit card. My son had no idea of the stolen credit card yet was charged with a felony — based on some kid’s testimony.

My son was kept in jail 8 hours longer than the rest of the kids. The cops wanted to make sure that he was not an “illegal alien”. They knew dern well he was not an illegal alien…

Later on that week, the 18 kid ,who says "he is part of the system", and that his father is best friends with the chief of police, started to call me and ask me for money. He would threaten me and say that if I did not send money he was going to throw , “ this motherfucker ( my son) in a homeless shelter” . I heard my son in the background being yelled at, and not coherent. The kid later threw my son out of the car and the police were there waiting for him and my son was arrested once again for “public intoxication”. Once again he was thrown in jail.

I begged my family to try at all costs to keep this terrorizer of a kid ( who by the way gets off scott free with everything including burglary ect) away from my son. Much to our shock and dismay — as soon as my son was released from jail — both the 18 year old ( whose father is best friends with the chief of police) and the 20 year old (whose father works at the DOJ) that were trying to extort me for money in order not to have my son arrested — had jumped in the back window of my grandparents house and snatched my drugged son up again.

Perhaps these kids are victims themselves being used; but nonetheless their behavior with my son has been quite perp like.

Later on, my son was found in an abandoned car — almost dead. His body left in an empty car to die! The Fire Department found him, and transported him to the emergency room.

There is a part two to this-. As one can see we have been through hell. This all happened in less than a two month time period. Even more terrifying things went on but that will be my next post.

Thank god for family. My family hired one of the best lawyers around ( whose father was a hero of mine — given my political science studies) — and the charges have all been removed. I knew that this was targeting, I didn’t say so to the attorney, but I am sure after doing a discovery process things just didn’t quite add up. So THANK GOD my son is getting a second chance….

However he has to do something called a pre trial intervention? It’s sounds like a pretty good program..and I’m kind of happy he’s going to learn some responsibility — as a target it will give him even more knowledge and awareness of how terrible the system can be. He’s also learned not to trust just anyone. It’s one of those programs that lets a person with no previous history of arrests to have their record wiped clean.

They have to goto prison, and see what it is like ect ect. Kind of like those programs that scare some sense into the kids. However, my son is stuck in South Carolina and around a network of perpetrators, and will be until he finishes this program. So my family and I are waiting and praying that all goes well. He’s not just some regular teenager. He’s a severely battered and abused teenager, that is the son of a targeted individual.

Poor child :( my heart goes out to him. These kind of set ups are TEXTBOOK trauma based mind control. It happened to me in a sexual manner, and it’s happening to my son in a criminal design/set up. It happened to my sister as well. I know what they are doing.

However I love my son more than anything in the world and will fight to the end for his safety and protection. It’s a blessing to know and be awake about these kind of mind control programs. It’s a blessing to be able to make him aware as well. It’s also a curse; because after all a child just wants to be a child.

This has been the most terrifying times for me as a mother. Because deep down inside I know these events are not random. Even people around me have commented that they are using him to get to me.
Anyway, I don’t understand why the targeting, abuse, street theater, ect has come to a halt?

In a way it is kind of peaceful, and in away it is also eerie. Like I wonder what they are going to do to us next? I just wish they would leave us alone, but then even if they did - I would feel like a miserable and cowardly human being for not exposing this crime - because I know there are so many other victims suffering in silence.
Part of me just wants to move forward never look back, I’m afraid I might turn into a pillar of salt if I do keep looking back. Yet I feel that it is the right thing to do to continue to expose this.

Perhaps I should keep on ; but without naming names - and being more tactful.

In the past - and I had to name names. It was an immediate life or death situation. I could have been offed - and there would have been no reason to even look into it.

It also irked me to no extent how incredibly well designed this non touch torture program is designed. It’ to make the victim appear as “crazy” when he/she complains. I heard all these victims going through what I was going through , yet I was able to make some astounding connections.

One of the lawyers is quoted as being a “quasi insider at the CIA who knew more about the going on in the CIA than CIA members themselves? This lawyer defended Sid Gottlieb of MKULTRA in both the Frank Olsen trial - and the Glickman trial?
The head of the other law firm created a private company for ex CIA agents along with a lawyer who just so happened to be the first man called ( before the police were ) when Mary Jo Kopechence drowned.

And the head of this law firm had a brother who participated in the Nuremberg trial.

I am sorry but this program is designed to make the victims look crazy , destroy their families, alter their ways of life through trauma based mind control. How could I not speak out?These dots I connected make for a very convincing case.

There are however, some darker connection that I have made with people who targeted my son. I know that it would make headlines, and it would place us in even greater danger if I were to speak out too much about it. So I’m kind of in a state of limbo when it comes to that aspect. These people should be ashamed of themselves - seriously.

There are some very good people in all walks of life ( including the police force and military), so I just hope and pray. I even think that perhaps some of the people involved in these mind control/trauma torture might have even looked at our case and thought it’s gone to far

. See, I think that the different parties involved in targeting people are told the person is no good, a criminal, but false files and arrests are started on the targets when they are just children! Like when my son was made to confess as soon as he moved to South Carolina that he was a "small hispanic assassin". He had no previous record of any disciplinary action in his LIFE, and after one week in a South Carolina public school ( after I moved there so I could fight the estate battle of my father in Washington D.C.) he was labeled a small hispanic assassin. This was before I made the MKULTRA connections.

Also I am sure some people are disgusted by the fact that this happened to us in order to cover up murder and estate fraud.

As for the police department I am sure there are a very few in the police force who are aware of targeting and non consensual experimentation. I still believe that most of the police are good people who want to help. I mean I suppose I grew up with that image of police officers and firemen as being helpful and good people - and nothing - not even the few corrupt arses working for the “system” will take away my faith in others.

I met someone in intelligence and he told me that there are people within the police department who are on the payroll for these kind of programs ( hidden of course behind “national security”; the “Patriot Act”) and earn three or four times as much money as the head of the police department — and not even the head of the police department know about it…!

On a positive note I cannot thank the people who have taken interest in my son’s case. It’s so tragic and mind blowing. He has been attacked in every way imaginable. If it were not for some kind and wonderful people who have reached out to us - I don’t know what I would have done.

They were able to get the word out and speak for me and my son; when I was too traumatized to do so.

Of course after living through my own attacks against my life, well being and mental health, I have been reduced both financially and emotionally. It’s made it difficult to help him as much as I would like.

It’s 2012 - and wow — it been since 2007 that this has been going to us. I

If I’m still here it’s for a reason.

There are some evil souless people behind this program — but I hope and pray that the others who are not so evil will wake up and realize just how disgusting of a program this is.

It would be embarrassing as a country to admit this is still happening, but the victims need help. We do. I am considering putting up a paypal account to help my son. He needs counseling and I would like for his face to be repaired. I’ve always been too proud to seek charity; but this is for him — not for me…

I'm also waiting and wondering why the overt stalking and harassment has gone away. This is a first. I'm cautiously hopeful, but I'm also afraid of what the next attack will be.

That's a negative way to think, but after all we've been through I have to be prepared for emotionally, and not get my hopes up too much, There's no way that this will all just "go away" it would be nice that's for sure.

I wish my son and I could have a normal life and not have to deal with these cowardly evil individuals that get off on being so sadistic. I hope this year is a good one for us, and for all other targets.

Cathy O'Brien sums it up perfectly

I was watching this video where Cathy O'Brien speaks on mind control, and while watching the second half of this video ( starts at the 8:40 mark) she explains how children who are victims of sexual abusive families are sold into these CIA mind control programs.


It takes me a four paragraph blog to try to get out what I suspect happened to my sister, myself, ....but I think the good ol' "what skeletons are in your closet" might have played into how my sister and I were placed as "expendables" in this program.

She says that a politician told her father that he could receive immunity from prosecution as long as he sold her into the CIA's Mind Control Project ( for the horrific sexual child abuse Cathy endured as a child).

My gosh reading what happened to Cathy O'Brien is traumatizing itself. I have been through hell and back - but nothing compared to what O'Brien went through.

We weren't victims of sexual abuse- but we were victims of estate theft.

The estate theft and scheme that had been in place way before we were even born.

It never made sense to me why our grandmother stopped talking to us right after our father died. She was a loving, kind, and caring person to us throughout our childhood.

As soon as my father died - she stopped ALL communications with us- and spent years up until her death helping lawyers up in Washington D.C. to loot/hide our estate.


I am not sure if she "sold us into the program" but she did turn a blind eye..

Perhaps her skeleton in the closet, in her situation, was knowledge of the murder of William Cooley Sr., her husband. Her family and other children would benefit from the estate - and she would would be granted immunity for any involvment or knowledge of the murder of her husband - William M Cooley Sr.

I don't think she knew or even suspected her son was also murdered.Perhaps I am wrong. I think she was victimized herself in this....

Anyways speaking of "skeletons in the closet" that is what this what the parasites in this program thrive on as the coveted chess piece that the use to keep their victims quiet.

I'm ready to speak about my skeletons in the closet, I am not ashamed anymore after realizing the mind control I was under...
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If I had been allowed to have my father still on this earth, if my sister and I were provided with the inheritance that was rightly ours - I would have never been so easily misguided as a shattered child to get into the things I was PLACED into.

I will write more about that in my next post or two....

Anyone reading this blog please keep in mind that the same CIA lawyer that represented Dr. Sidney Gottlieb ( who committed horrific atrocities on people he deemed "expendable") was the lawyer whose name was mentioned "of council" in our later father's "bankrupt" estate case.

Here's a mention of just some of the horrific experiments this Dr. participated in...

MK SEARCH

An operation that included over a dozen sub-projects. The projects were under the control of Dr. Sydney Gottlieb. Most were a continuation of projects conducted under MKUltra that were renamed after Dr. Cameron's time with the Agency had come to an end. Some were to be conducted in CIA safe houses set aside in a number of American cities including, Washington, New York, Chicago, and Los Angeles. The intention was to use them as locations where "expendables", (that is a subject who might die, but whose disappearance was unlikely to arouse suspicion), could be tested under full medical supervision. Other sub-projects concentrated specifically on exploiting human weaknesses and destabilising personalities.

One operation funded under MKSearch by Dr. Gottlieb was researching micro-organisms with the capacity to kill. The work was carried out by two separate laboratories who were unaware of each other's activities. One was a private research facility in Baltimore, the other was at the Army Biological Laboratory at For Detrick, which had been running an operation since May 1952 known as MKNaomi. The civilian researchers in Baltimore were instructed to attempt to find chemicals that could induce anything from the desire for kinky sex, to stimulating death by carbon dioxide, that is, to produce a chemical that could fake suicide. At Mount Sinai Hospital an immunologist by the name of Dr Harold Abramson was allocated $85, 000 by Dr. Gottlieb and was told that the Agency wanted experiments done on disturbance memory.

They wanted disturbance by aberrant behaviour, changes of sex patterns, suggestibility and the creation of dependence, to be used in the obtaining of information.

HE SCHWITZGEBEL MACHINE

After consultation with the DCI, Richard Helmes, Dr. Gottlieb hired the former director of the Agency's Office of Scientific Intelligence, Dr. Stephen Aldrich, and set him up in a safe house where a KGB defector had recently been interrogated and tortured continuously for almost three years, so that he could experiment with a device known as the Schwitzgebel Machine. This was a 'Behavioural Transmitter-Reinforcer' (BT-R) fitted to a body belt that received signals from, and transmitted signals to, a radio module. The machine was "linked to a missile tracking device which graphs the wearer's location and displays it on a screen." It was developed by Ralph K. Schwitzgebel in the Laboratory of Community Psychiatry at Harvard Medical School. His brother, Robert, subsequently modified the prototype into a more refined final product. The machine drew enthusiastic praise from criminologists who were supportive of ORD's concepts for the intelligence techniques of the new world order.

On December 10th 1972, Helmes cancelled Operation Often. The memo sent to Dr. Gottlieb to notify him was marked READ DESTROY. Dr Gottlieb resigned from the agency in January 1973. Before he left he was ordered by Helmes to shred all records from MKUltra - MKSearch.

130 boxes would later be discovered in the Langley archives that inexplicably, Dr Gottlieb had failed to destroy. It was thought that the records had been misfiled and would have been destroyed if Helmes and Gottlieb had been aware of them.

Organized Gang Stalking Stalking by Proxy Electonic psychical and Psychological Torture/Warefare on innocent American Children and Adults

I haven't updated my blog in quite a long time. I've been too busy being traumatized by all the above things mentioned in the title of this post. It's unbelievably sick what the people and groups behind these current modern day psychotronic warfare/mind control programs do to people.

These past two years not only have I found more than enough evidence that can pretty much confirm that my father and grandfather were murdered, but I've discovered something even more sinister and horrific. The only reason I say more horrific -is because of the thousands of other child victims/adult victims of what is an electronic/psychological CONTINUUM of CIA MKULTRA like programs that never stopped. The scum involved from whatever CIA MKULTRA program /branch had their eyes on both my sister and I as Guinea pigs from the time we were children. And the scum bags who put us in this program did so so we would never be able to come and claim our estate, or look into our past, or find out what happened to our father. We were considered disposable - and fair game to test on.

I look back and realize all the terrible things that happened to my sister,myself,were not bad luck, or just random rude personnel in different fields of psychology, law enforcement,government, and military.

I've had time to read and study other victims of mind control/monarch programming/ and illegal and unethical human experimentation to put two and two together. I've had more than enough time to look at old medical records/legal papers/court papers/educational paper TO LINK NAMES of the perps to known research programs (such as the man James Tarpey who lied on my father and mother's court papers that he had attended Georgetown with my father. Isn't that against the law to lie in court? He's involved in a bunch of neuro research programs-and his sister in law studied at the Jay Haley Institute in Washington D.C. Jay Haley was a protege of George Baeston who worked on project CHATTER!
Oh and she just so happened to move to Mt. Pleasant S.C.....the year my mom and sister moved down here...and our next door neighbors just so happen to know them personally! What a coincidence! My sister always blamed the next door neighbors for the voices she heard -I always thought she was crazy - until recently.

My son, unfortunately, was also put in this program; but it now being abused tortured by the system.

The system is a collection of cowardly people hiding behind law enforcement and military.

They are nothing more that sociopathic child abusers. Nothing has changed since the early 80's and 90's when FBI agent Ted Gunderson discovered(and tried to expose) these nefarious and darksided underbellies of the United States CIA/Government/Military Industrial Complex.

It's only gotten worse. The parasites (grave robbers,child abusers) behind these programs have only become more brazen given the advances in technology. Now they combine torture techniques of MKUULTRA past and use present technology of microwave and electronic harassment on their victims.

I can and will name names of the people who have abused my sister and my son.

There are so many other blogs of victims online(Rachel_O is just one victim whose blog I read )
http://www.ongangstalking.blogspot.com/

So many of us are crying out for help, and vocalizing this crime;yet nobody seems to listen.

Howver how can I expect people to listen or take notice, when it seems that the country in general is in essence zombified? So many things are going wrong, and it appears that a large majority just doesn't care.

It seems that we are living in an end of the Roman Empire like, and the population has been so dumbed down that it doesn't even notice.

I am praying everyday that both my son and my family are left alone. I can understand targeting me; especially after all the dirt I've dug up...but my son; and in such an obvious and psychically violent way? Not even the mob does things like that- a child???

Even if nobody cares, I will live long enough to publish everything...and write every name down of the real perps in this campaign.

I realized about a year ago I've been upset with the wrong people. It's not the firemen who came to my house to harass me, it's not the coroners involved in the case of my father or grandfather's deaths ( they were just puppets taking orders), or our grandmother....

.It's the scummy COWARDLY people behind the CIA MKULTRA mind control programs that are to blame. They are the real perps.

I was allowed to find out about my father's estate in D.C. 17 years after his death by these socipaths. They wanted me to know -they wanted me to cry out in pain. They wanted to traumatize the little girl within by making me relive my father's death and having me run after a paper trail ears of obvious fraud. They knew I'd never get justice. It was all designed as part of the torture that was planned out years ago.

I don't think they ever thought I would make the MKULTRA connection. I also think they figured I'd most likely kill myself. When that didn't happen, and right before I went to the FBI I was visited by Special Ops anti terror squad who tried to push me back in my apartment where I had a Co2 leak, and TRIED to make it look like a suicide....

Now I'm one of the thousand of Americans who call themselves "targeted individuals". I live in a torture grid that is made up of gang stalkers and (not proven- but highly likely electronic harrasment).

These scumbags are not just using the pain of a daughter losing her father; but are now torturing my son. The day to day stimuli and torture is to keep me occupied,terrified, and silent. It might work for a while, but my mind and soul will not be captured or numbed down into a submissive silence. I will continue to speak out and expose the cowards involved in our torture.

Some of your operatives are unbelievably stupid.... (especially the perps here in South Carolina) and have made some very obvious mistakes.

I've pretty much solved the msytery of William M Cooley - estate theft/murder; now I'm going to dedicate the rest of my life to solving and connecting the dots behind our mind control and torture program that we were put into as children. Doctors included.

Most all of the perps whom have harassed my son are all Air Force and or graduates of the same Charelston Citadel school for Education - I'll write more on that later....


My blog on Gang Stalking/MkULTRA/
http://badluckultra.wordpress.com/

My youtube page

http://www.youtube.com/probatedc

My twitter page
http://twitter.com/MKULTRA_in_2011

Found pictures of my father

I found old photo books with pictures of dad! Also I spoke to a wonderful lady last night who was so sweet - and she knew my father when he was young. I don't want to go into to many details but she told me something that broke me heart in a good way. She said that my grandmother was in the dark, the lawyers who did this were also in the dark. She said my sister and I were in the light - and Mack ( our dad) is looking down from above an is not happy at all about what was happened- yet he wouldn't want to see me suffering.She told me something important as well. Yet I'm not ready to write about it yet. I'm glad I found these old photo books. I haven't even seen most of these pictures before. I've cried happy tears today. My dad was my best friend. He died so young. :(
There is a picture where he is holding my sister as a baby - such a beautiful picture - the gold watch - my sister - that is what she would have love to have recieved. His wedding ring... gone the buddy holly glasses ...gone... I would have loved to have had those.
The smile and the love really shows through in these pictures. He was such a kind hearted person, not a mean bone is his body. He really loved being a dad too. We were lucky kids.

If I close my eyes will it all go away?

Probably not. I've started my new blog on my speculation and musings about having become what is termed a "targeted individual". I'm more free to write about those trial and tribulations on a space that is not dedicated to my dad's case. Unless some terribly horrifying event happens to me - like another psychical attack - or inopportune gas leak - I won't be posting much here about the whole "targeted individual" thing.
That being said - I was really writting the last year's events in an email yesterday - and well the email was over 11 pages on a Microsoft word document. And I was trying my best to be brief! That help to organize everything in my mind - and it's just shocking all that I have been through. Ha and I'm still here!
Today I was wondering, what would happen if I were take everything down; the web page , the videos, the blogs, my posts in other forums, and never mention anything even again. Would I be able to wake up the next morning and make it all go away? Sadly from what I have read from other's victims plights the answer is a resounding no.

Everyone I know from my family, friends, even my doctor have told me to let it all go. They tell me not to look back and just get on with my life - and that all the bad events and covert harrasment will stop. That sounds reasonable, and I wish that would happen. How I wish I could just close my eyes and wake up and have this whole mess be gone. I wish sometimes more than anything to have turned back the hands of time and made sure I had never gotten involved in this case to begin with. I know I would have though. Given the fact that it was my father - who died when we were still just children -even knowing the hell I have been put through - I would probably do it all over again. These are matters of the heart. Matters of the soul and spirit.

Sometimes I wonder - given how powerful the lawyers and people who were involved in the potential cover up of the estate fraud - why did they even allow me to find out about it? Seventeen years of probate fraud and theft- why even allow my sister and I to find out? They could have covered it up if they had really wanted to right?

I wass sent on a wild goose chase - and I was up against lawyers with CIA connections and a lawyer who seems to be for all intents and purposes the "poster' boy for dozens of elite organizations and establishments. Including being the "president" to the Crown of Charlemagne. I read to day that 32 of our United States presidents originated from the Charlemagne lineage. Cool fact to learn! I didn't even know such organizations existed. I hope I didn't offend the whole establishement for talking bad about the person who represents them in the publics eye.

They are a very powerful and important lot of people. But I can't help it - this man was terrible to us! So I've spoken out about it. That does not mean that I am in anyway trying to put down the whole group :( I can trace my harassment and targeting directly to a particular lawyer when he came at the last minute to close my father's estate. That's when it really started. Even the things tailored at the ER.

I think the parties behind the gang stalking miscalculated me insomuch as underestimating my investigative skills. I don't think they knew I was going to be able to trace the harassing letters I received to back the the *liver family in Iowa. I don't think they thought I would be so quick and get the fire records and ambulance records , and find out that I was visited by a special team of special ops that responded to a three day long Co2 leak- and not my regular "firemen". The list of my discoveries could go on and on - yet I think given the fact that I do know - and potentially have a way to prove what I am writing - puts me more in danger than anything. Perhaps if I had played stupid .... I do wish it would all go away. I can keep hopeful right?

It is simply amazing the psychological rape I have been through. On top of that I had to grieve over and over again for the past three years whilst going on this little adventure of trying to seek justice. Three years- almost four now- where I dedicated myself 100 percent to this case and to the discovery process. I could have finshed my last year of college by now and have two years of postgrad studies! I isolated myself from friends and from even having a romatic relationship. My life was put on hold for the past three years.
Hundreds of thousands of dollars were stolen from my father's estate and from my sister and myself. My sister didn't even get braces on her teeth! Even if all that remained was 30 thousand dollars - and his shares - I would have been happy with that. I'm willing to bet that I spent more than 20 thousand on lawyers, airplane tickets, just trying to obtain the last part of my father's legacy. It wasn't about the money. It wasn't about the 30 thousand dollars. It was that it was my father's 30 thousand dollars. We never even received personal items of his after his death.

Anyways apart from the harassment, intimidation, and torture that I went through this past year. The parties stole the last part of my father from us.
It's almost as if we gave our inheritance in exchange to be harassed and put on some "hit list" of sorts. So in essence - my father's esate didnt by education for his daughters as he wished on his last letter he wrote to me- it bought them into a terrible heartbreaking situation where one would be harrased, attacked, and tortured.

Keeping an open mind - I've read that many targeted individuals suspect that they are in some kind of Mk Ultra related experiemnts after having been targeted.I've heard this question poised to other T.I.'s from people who are not really aware of what beign a targeted indivudual is - and they ask, "Well if you're so important, or if what is happening to you is real - why don't they just kill you?" Even my mom told me that if they really wanted to kill me - I would be dead by now. That's is the brilliant catch 20 in this situation.

Gangstalking is meant to coverty kill and destroy the individual. Push the individual to commit suicide or set them up for incarceration by lashing out. It is meant to mimic the events that someone with shizophrenia might complain about.

Once,again I'd ask anyone reading this to keep an open mind when I make the following points. MK Ultra and goverment and experiments and torture on unknowing citizens did exsit at one time. According to some all the way into the 80's. It is perfectly plausible that some kind of experiemntations still exist.

Did all these covert unethical operations- and scientists suddenly dissapear after the Church Committee hearings just stop? Just because president Clinton offered a formal apology to hundreds of MKUltra vicitms - is it really plausible to believe that the architects and mad scientists & the money and power of the miltary industrial complex just behind these Mk Ultra and Cointel operations - just decided "Hey um we better not do this anymore". I don't think so that is plausible.

Hundreds - if not thousands of people - are writting and posting web sites about thier experiences as a TI. The accounts are very errie in their similarites. I can't help but wonder if once someone is placed on the list so to speak - for whatever reason - crossed the wrong person with enough power and contacts ect ect. That the same infrastructure and organizations that tested on subjects in the hospitals aren't doing the same to targeted individuals?

That would be the beauty of it - is now they can get away with not experimenting on people in hospitals. They don't need to.They can do it to people in thier homes. If the person is a hier, that's an extra advantage to whichever s*ck b*strd turns them into the program. The vicitms will probably be so overwhelmed when the gangstalking begins -that they might commit suicide. If not they will probably talk about it and end up institutionalzed because gangstalking sounds unbelievalbe to most people.

I've done so much research on other targeted individuals - and I have found numerous accounts from other victims who experience terrifying gang stalking activited after thier parent died and they were left an inheritance. A few of the even blame the probate lawyers for targeting the gangstalking and harrasment on them!

Back to the Mkultra/ Covert torture and harrasment issue - the very CIA lawyer who represented Dr. Sindey Gotleib - appears on a letter concerning my father's shares and voting trust. His lawfirm has my father's company sharebook. Oddly enough he went to law school with the other lawyer who came in at the last minute to close my father's estate. Now that proves absolutley nothing - yet it leaves one to really wonder. We're not talking 6 degrees of seperation here - this is one degree of seperation in our case. That's scary!

Here's the description on Gotliebb:Sidney Gottlieb headed the secret Project MKULTRA which was activated on the order of CIA director Allen Dulles. Gottlieb was known for administration of LSD and other psycho-active drugs to unwitting subjects and for financing psychiatric research and development of "techniques that would crush the human psyche to the point that it would admit anything."

For the record I am not accusing this lawyer or lawfirm of anything - in fact I've had little to no contact with them - and the little contact that I did have they were somewhat amicable. Yet I'm sorry - it's still a little too close for comfort for me.

Not just because of all the trauma, coverups, and myself possibly having been drugged before my attack. But my sister who came home one night from work - after being heavily drugged by something - and never being the same again. There is no schizphrenia that runs in our family - so why her? Plus her MRI's show holes in the brain - which is indicative of drug damage - not schizophrenia.

There are some very sick and sadistic - and dare I say satanic individuals out there. What I am living through is a nightmare in itself. Other targeted individuals akin their experience as living in a silent holocaust.

I'm not going to come to the conclusion that yes indeed this is what is happening to myself and others - yet I can't help but wonder!

I still wish every morning that I could wake up and that the nightmare would just go away - as my family and friends say that it would - For now I will have to adjust to this new way of living and being - and take advantage of it to grow more both personally & spiritually.

This blog and story makes me cry

I was reading a blog about a poor girl who also became a victim of organized gang stalking. This post sums up how I felt/ feel at times...

http://multistalkingcallforaction.blogspot.com/2008/07/emotional-and-psychological-suffering.html

Sadly there is a post by one of her friends on the blog. This girl took her own life after briefly having the blog up. Whenever I read about someone taking their own life it makes me cry and wish I could have reached out to them and been there for them - to listen to them - to offer help or shoulder to lean on....

I ofter wonder what will become of my life. I have been in hiding at my mom's home since the attack last month. It looks like apart from exposing the estate fraud case- and trying to find out what happened to my father - I will be now very involved in learning all I can about targeted individuals and hoping to join together with others in peaceful ways to try to get some kind of justice. It looks like I have a pretty rough trip ahead of me though. Thousands of victims are out there suffering in a silent Holocaust.

If anyone is a victim of gang stalking, or a victims of estate fraud, or feeling down - don't ever hesitate to drop me an email or a comment.