I am deeply saddened to hear that Diamond Cab company lost 4 drivers in December. I found out by reading a blog by a Diamond Cab driver - named - "Mad Cabbie". Unike his nickname - there's nothing mad about him. He's a very kind and highly intelligent man - just like many drivers who work for Diamond. There's another post named Pastor Joe - I'd just skip past his posts he far from being a "pastor"
Mad Cabbie wrote in his December entry on his blog DIARY OF A MAD DC CABBIE.
FROM THE STREETS OF YOUR NATIONS CAPITOL.
"December has been a rough month her at Diamond Cab Company. Last December, four of our drivers passed away just in one month! Two heart attacks, one stroke and one driver decided to drop dead on the way to the airport, I think his passenger was wearing a bad perfume or something."
Jumping Jack one of these cabbies was close friends with my father. A Cornell graduate. I called "Jumping Jack" this past March when I was digging around asking for questions about my dad's shares. He was very nice and kind - up until I asked him about my father's shares. Then he clammed up - told me he didn't know anything - he got out of it a long time ago - and made it very clear that he would not talk any further about the subject.
Not to veer off the subject at hand - but this is what I occurred time and time again trying to find out info concerning my dad - and his shares.
However more than anything I was expecting to be able to sit down - introduce my sister to some of my father's old colleagues - and let her listen to stories about him. Everyone - who knew my father wouldn't elaborate on anything. Not even personal stories. One Diamond employee when I told him that the shares belonged to my sister and I - told me that Nicholas D. Ward had told them differently - and that they ( Diamond) had to be "very careful with Mr. Ward" . Seriously speaking what the hell is of top Military Knight of Malta and member of the head of the D.C. probate commitee - so interested in my father's "bankrupt" estate. Pft please.
I went in twice to Diamond Cab and looked around. I even found a reciept with my father's- one night on New Years eve where he worked overtime. I was so excited just to see that. I would look around in the Diamond Cab offices and wonder which leather chairs he sat in. I wish I could have something that was his - even if it was just a receipt with his name on it.
My sister and I received nothing - and I'm not talking about money. I'm talking about personal items. We have nothing tangible - no pictures - no memoirs - nothing. After he died everything was disposed of.
I can't help but wonder how many other of the Diamond Cabbies who passed away might have some inside knowledge of the inner working at Diamond ( which back in the 20's was the main distributor for coal and gas in Washington D.C.). All the old share holders received their shares passed down through generations. It was a privately held - and still is - company. Also most of the shareholderes are second and third generation - and they don't even work in the cab industry. One heir works at the FDA.
I often ask myself why did my father a Georgetown Graduate - from such a wealthy family - just decide after graduating - hey I'm going to go work at a Cab Company and become a DISPATCHER. His fellow dispatcher was also a Georgetown Graduate..
Later on though I will write more about Diamond Cab company and the shares - and what I have discovered about it's history.
Ironically before finding out this news I was reading about a movie yesterday called Taxi to the Dark Side before jumping on to Mad Cabbie's blog later on in the evening. The same director of this movie also directed who also directed Enron: The Smartest Guys in the Room (2005).
Coincidences like that are eerie to say the least. Especially how I read that the coroner who was my father's coroner was the coroner for the Enron man who "shot" himself before going to testify. All coincidental discoveries - but kinda of weird.
I am still receiving underhanded threats - but I have to keep them to myself for the time being. I get the threats if I keep quiet - and get them when I don't. So I figured I have nothing to gain by being quiet anymore.
:(
My unedited website is back up now - it's still in rough draft stages but it's back up. . .
http://www.dcprobatemafia.com/
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
OMG!!!
OK a day or two before the gas leak this summer - and my son and I were almost possibly gassed to death for three days - by firemen who were from a "special unit" from Queens ( not my local firemen) - right before going to the FBI with my info -
By the way the above comment can be proven - the Co2 leak was not fixed for three days - the firemen were not from local fire department - and an investigator from the FDNY after seeing all
the ammended reports asked me who would want to see my son and myself dead -Just read the ammended FireReports on my webpage -
OMG - I called a Joye M Carter who signs on my dad's death certificate I had emailed her and asked if she could take a look at my her signature on my dad's death certificate.
When I read my dad's death certificate for the very first time - it said he died of natural casues - yet my siser and our family were told by OUR OWN GRANDMOTHER - that he died from an overdose.
I thought things were really odd when I later discovered my grandfather's body was missing - and that it appears as if my father's remains might not have even made it to Ill.
I want and will demand a DNA test on the ashes in Barrington.
OK well odd thing is Joye m Carter was an ex airforce who was appointed coroner in D.C. about a week before my father died!
Now - read what i just read
By the way the above comment can be proven - the Co2 leak was not fixed for three days - the firemen were not from local fire department - and an investigator from the FDNY after seeing all
the ammended reports asked me who would want to see my son and myself dead -Just read the ammended FireReports on my webpage -
OMG - I called a Joye M Carter who signs on my dad's death certificate I had emailed her and asked if she could take a look at my her signature on my dad's death certificate.
When I read my dad's death certificate for the very first time - it said he died of natural casues - yet my siser and our family were told by OUR OWN GRANDMOTHER - that he died from an overdose.
I thought things were really odd when I later discovered my grandfather's body was missing - and that it appears as if my father's remains might not have even made it to Ill.
I want and will demand a DNA test on the ashes in Barrington.
OK well odd thing is Joye m Carter was an ex airforce who was appointed coroner in D.C. about a week before my father died!
Now - read what i just read
The Woman who Performed Cliff Baxter's Autopsy
Also see Suicidal Coincidences and from CBS News Mysterious Death of an Enron Executive
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| Meet Dr. Joye M. Carter, author of the book "My Strength Comes from Within". She is also the Houston County Medical Examiner that performed the autopsy so quickly after Cliff Baxter's death. Dr. Carter has been in the news many times before. She was fined and almost lost her license in 2001 for allowing an unlicensed pathologist to perform autopsies. In 1998 her office was accused of tampering with evidence in the murder of a 12-year old girl. That same year she admitted that bodies were sometimes stacked on top of each other at her morgue. She's been sued (and lost) twice by whistleblowers who were fired for trying to expose corruption in the Harris County Medical Examiner's office. |
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| Before she was Houston's medical examiner she used to be the medical examiner in Washington DC, and by the time she left to take the job in Houston, the DC morgue was so filthy and backlogged with corpses and lab tests that it was hampering police investigations. Lately she's been in the news for other reasons. | |||
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I was going to write more on my other post and edit it
but I took my medication and now I feel sick -
lol - and no - it's not any"meds" - thankfully I am not mentally ill in anyway shape or form -
I'm takingAnti-HIV : post-exposure prophylaxis
Which were given to me after going through the rape kit process.
They make me feel deathly ill.
Oddly enough the lawyer - Nichoals D Ward - who was hired at the last minute to take care of my father's bankrupt estate - is not only top knight of malta royal crown of charlemagne - and on the DC probate fidicuary rules comitee - but he also is the secrtary for and council for
the
President Bush's landmark $15 billion HIV/AIDS initiative in Africa and the Caribbean basin over the next five years has created a widespread and urgent need for organizations like ARP to be created in order to help "connect the dots" of U.S. government funders and overseers, NGO's and private aid groups, and affected populations and the developing infrastructure of care delivery on the ground.
Billions of dollars in funding streams are about to open to affected areas all over Africa, and it is essential that cooperative relationships between U.S. players and African counterparts be built and nurtured, that information be shared across the board, and that the American public have a clear understanding why the initiative is being undertaken, and what is resulting as it proceeds.
ARP was founded in 2003 by a diverse group of policy experts, activists, political leaders, and former public and corporate officials. Their primary goal was to help meet a tremendous public need for critical information on the complex global challenges presented by the HIV/AIDS epidemic today, and to help build important bridges between underserved populations and the wide array of agencies, officials and organizations taking on bold, new efforts to confront these challenges as billions of dollars would soon be pumped in from the U.S. government.
Immediately, ARP has jumped into the fray with successful activities that have built a foundation for its growth and expansion in 2004. In addition to building a strong Board of Directors, ARP has already begun to do its part in enhancing ties between disparate underserved grass-roots populations and senior policy makers in the U.S. Congress and the Bush Administration, as well as with independent federal agencies, major corporations and private organizations taking on new efforts on the ground.
With so much at stake for tens of millions of people around the world, and the speed by which many efforts are ramping up, it is crucial that ARP build on its partnerships to meet this critical need.
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Isn't life uncanny ?
lol - and no - it's not any"meds" - thankfully I am not mentally ill in anyway shape or form -
I'm taking
Anti-HIV : post-exposure prophylaxis
Which were given to me after going through the rape kit process.They make me feel deathly ill.
Oddly enough the lawyer - Nichoals D Ward - who was hired at the last minute to take care of my father's bankrupt estate - is not only top knight of malta royal crown of charlemagne - and on the DC probate fidicuary rules comitee - but he also is the secrtary for and council for
the
AIDS Responsibility Project
Description
The mission of the AIDS Responsibility Project (ARP) is to educate key policy makers and the general public to the unique needs of traditionally underserved HIV/AIDS-affected populations, and to develop strategies and solutions to overcome barriers to treatment.President Bush's landmark $15 billion HIV/AIDS initiative in Africa and the Caribbean basin over the next five years has created a widespread and urgent need for organizations like ARP to be created in order to help "connect the dots" of U.S. government funders and overseers, NGO's and private aid groups, and affected populations and the developing infrastructure of care delivery on the ground.
Billions of dollars in funding streams are about to open to affected areas all over Africa, and it is essential that cooperative relationships between U.S. players and African counterparts be built and nurtured, that information be shared across the board, and that the American public have a clear understanding why the initiative is being undertaken, and what is resulting as it proceeds.
ARP was founded in 2003 by a diverse group of policy experts, activists, political leaders, and former public and corporate officials. Their primary goal was to help meet a tremendous public need for critical information on the complex global challenges presented by the HIV/AIDS epidemic today, and to help build important bridges between underserved populations and the wide array of agencies, officials and organizations taking on bold, new efforts to confront these challenges as billions of dollars would soon be pumped in from the U.S. government.
Immediately, ARP has jumped into the fray with successful activities that have built a foundation for its growth and expansion in 2004. In addition to building a strong Board of Directors, ARP has already begun to do its part in enhancing ties between disparate underserved grass-roots populations and senior policy makers in the U.S. Congress and the Bush Administration, as well as with independent federal agencies, major corporations and private organizations taking on new efforts on the ground.
With so much at stake for tens of millions of people around the world, and the speed by which many efforts are ramping up, it is crucial that ARP build on its partnerships to meet this critical need.
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Isn't life uncanny ?
No title for this post yet
Just wanted to write out some thoughts for tonight on some of what other's deam " stasi" like tactics used on me in the months during the court case - and which tactics were used in the weeks up until the two very bad incidents ( well the one's where I felt my life was in danger)
They are very similar in nature to other victims of gangstalking - or a term that think is more suited - covert state sanctioned torture.
I'll come back to editing this post later on for now it's in a rough draft version
Less Severe tactics
1. Rips in underwear, clothing, pants, shirts - especially around the
2. Street theater ( there is one incident that I had that I can't wait to write about)
3. Restaurant owners -locals - turning on you - refusing to serve you - say rude comments
4. Trouble with gas electric companies
5. Uncanny cutting off of credit card lines - before the normal time doubt
6. Unrelentless calls to child services
7. Toothpaste / Contact lense solution always out
8. Hard drive on all cameras stop function " recording disabled" appears on cameras
9. Hard drive of computer dies - left with no evidence and no way to record harrasment
10 Going to tell fire authorities about harassment threats - and told that your case is under a " confidential investigation"
11. No help from law enforcement
12. Calls from a man who tells you to "quit it"
13. Warning from a few people who care that you are in danger ( in the begining didn't take heed because didn't want to believe I was in danger)
14. Wiretaped
15. Visits from homeland security personnel
16. Visits from IRS Department of Treasury - going under investigation ( even though a broke single mom)
Physical symptoms occurring
Severe tiredness - bleeding gums - blodshot in the eye area ( I never in my life have had blood shot eyes) - bloating in the face area - severe insomnia - tinnitus
More Severe tactics
1. Vigilance and stalking of your children
2. Gas leaks
3. Firemen who aren't really "firemen"
4. Involuntary attempts at commitments - ambulances appearing at your home when you haven't even called 911 - and are at home minding your own business
5. White bombs of light that illuminate your apartment for a few seconds - I did some research on this and they are called DEW - and there is one that can be shot through a closed window - I saw it on a military video and was surprised by the similarity.
6. Having garbage and items you threw out months ago appear in front of your door with blood smeared over them.
7. All money /checks stolen from home - only left with pennies - not even quarters
8. Obvious transferring of your phone calls when calling le./
9. Flashing of bright white lights - stun lights - by people at nights - in your face when walking down the street. These light give a feel of numbness especially in the area of the pineal gland.
10. Drugging / rape
My attack was really done in a methodical method - I'll elaborate ( I keep saying that suppose it is still to scary to really talk about )
I came home - only to collect my cat and personal items
after receiving a threat by a man and an Albanian asking me the whereabouts of my son I left my home in terror I had been gone for a week I came home - only to collect my cat and personal items - only to be greeted by the same man - will elaborate more later.
Came home opened my door.
Shut door.
After shutting the door saw that back door knob was off.
Went to turn on light - fuse box exploded
My cat was not in the apartment.
With no light - no way out of the front door ( when your home door is missing the knob on the inside you get "locked inside your apartment" - no cat - no cell phone - I decided to go to sleep.
Woke up next morning with pants down below my knees - ripped area in the crotch
Extraordinary pain in areas of my body ( female/intimate parts)
Looked at my window - gates were open
Got up and walked around and noticed blood was smeared all over my apartment walls doors
I'll write more later - and the events will make more sense after editing ... the whole event was a living nightmare - even while seeking treatment . . .
They are very similar in nature to other victims of gangstalking - or a term that think is more suited - covert state sanctioned torture.
I'll come back to editing this post later on for now it's in a rough draft version
Less Severe tactics
1. Rips in underwear, clothing, pants, shirts - especially around the
2. Street theater ( there is one incident that I had that I can't wait to write about)
3. Restaurant owners -locals - turning on you - refusing to serve you - say rude comments
4. Trouble with gas electric companies
5. Uncanny cutting off of credit card lines - before the normal time doubt
6. Unrelentless calls to child services
7. Toothpaste / Contact lense solution always out
8. Hard drive on all cameras stop function " recording disabled" appears on cameras
9. Hard drive of computer dies - left with no evidence and no way to record harrasment
10 Going to tell fire authorities about harassment threats - and told that your case is under a " confidential investigation"
11. No help from law enforcement
12. Calls from a man who tells you to "quit it"
13. Warning from a few people who care that you are in danger ( in the begining didn't take heed because didn't want to believe I was in danger)
14. Wiretaped
15. Visits from homeland security personnel
16. Visits from IRS Department of Treasury - going under investigation ( even though a broke single mom)
Physical symptoms occurring
Severe tiredness - bleeding gums - blodshot in the eye area ( I never in my life have had blood shot eyes) - bloating in the face area - severe insomnia - tinnitus
More Severe tactics
1. Vigilance and stalking of your children
2. Gas leaks
3. Firemen who aren't really "firemen"
4. Involuntary attempts at commitments - ambulances appearing at your home when you haven't even called 911 - and are at home minding your own business
5. White bombs of light that illuminate your apartment for a few seconds - I did some research on this and they are called DEW - and there is one that can be shot through a closed window - I saw it on a military video and was surprised by the similarity.
6. Having garbage and items you threw out months ago appear in front of your door with blood smeared over them.
7. All money /checks stolen from home - only left with pennies - not even quarters
8. Obvious transferring of your phone calls when calling le./
9. Flashing of bright white lights - stun lights - by people at nights - in your face when walking down the street. These light give a feel of numbness especially in the area of the pineal gland.
10. Drugging / rape
My attack was really done in a methodical method - I'll elaborate ( I keep saying that suppose it is still to scary to really talk about )
I came home - only to collect my cat and personal items
after receiving a threat by a man and an Albanian asking me the whereabouts of my son I left my home in terror I had been gone for a week I came home - only to collect my cat and personal items - only to be greeted by the same man - will elaborate more later.
Came home opened my door.
Shut door.
After shutting the door saw that back door knob was off.
Went to turn on light - fuse box exploded
My cat was not in the apartment.
With no light - no way out of the front door ( when your home door is missing the knob on the inside you get "locked inside your apartment" - no cat - no cell phone - I decided to go to sleep.
Woke up next morning with pants down below my knees - ripped area in the crotch
Extraordinary pain in areas of my body ( female/intimate parts)
Looked at my window - gates were open
Got up and walked around and noticed blood was smeared all over my apartment walls doors
I'll write more later - and the events will make more sense after editing ... the whole event was a living nightmare - even while seeking treatment . . .
Monday, January 18, 2010
I want to throw up
OK I received an email from a neighbor of mine telling me that once again people have been trying to gain access to my apartment. I am far away from the city - but this is all just so messed up and sick - that I want to throw up.
I was informed the men were Albanian. In fact I was told by people around my building and neighborhood that each time I would leave to court men would show up and get into my apartment. The owner of my building was so worried for my safety that he installed a security camera - that was supposed to connect to my computer - which I stupidly never installed.
I moved into that building in the upper east side in 2008.
About a week later an Albanian man moved into the apartment right in front of me. I heard that he was a bouncer at a night club - a construction worker by day. A woman in the building who was dating him told me he had obtained his visa by falsely stating to the US government that he was persecuted in Albania for being a "homosexual" but that he was not homosexual.
From the get go this man started harassing my son and myself. Particularly my son - he would follow him to school - the harassment became so bad that I actually blogged about it on my myspace page.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
My new and not so friendly neighbor Current mood: annoyed
Well everything is going well. Except one little detail.I have a psycho as a neighbor. I have a tendency to attract some stalker like men. This time it's different. It's not like he tried to hit on me and was rejected, and that is why he's gone psycho. At least that would have some rhyme and reason to it. I can handle those types of situations. I never reject someone outright. Instead I'll flatter them with compliments, follow them around, and tell them I want to get married , have 7 children, and that I want to name our first daughter Bertha. Reverse psychology. I'm joking - but I have done that before :) It works too...This is a totally different scenario. And even though I don't like to admit it - it kind of scares me. Not only is this man messing with me but also with my son. I was introduced to this new "neighbor' by a very nice Brazilian women who lives in my building. She knocked on my door and introduced me to her new "boyfriend". She lives on the 5th floor, but helped her boyfriend get into the building by introducing him to this very nice older gay Brazilian man who lives next door to me and was renting his room out to him.Well from the get go I saw a little bit of "psycho" in his eyes, but paid it no attention. I did notice however that every time I went out my door he would leave a few seconds later. Like he wanted to "bump" into me, I would catch him listening to my conversation with my son. The hallway to my door is very long and there is no carpeting so the acoustical echo is very loud. Plus our doors are right in front of each other so I can hear his footsteps and even the key when he turns it. One day Con Edison came and installed my gas. A few hours later my son came in a little scared and said that the "Pato" ( Mexican slang my son has picked up) wanted to talk to me. He told me that he was not nice when he asked and that he said to him " Go get your mother I want to talk to her" in a really rude tone of voice. I went out my door , and asked him how could I help him. I was very amicable. He then said that he needed Internet, how much would it cost him to use mine. I responded that I did not have my Internet yet. He then started to get almost upset with me, repeating over and over again - are you sure you don't have it? The look in his eyes was as if he was trying to intimidate me. I was like YES I am sure I don't have my Internet connection up yet. I borrow someone else's band with. He tried to prolong the conversation and I had to end the conversation. So it was obvious to me that he had heard the Con Edison men and assumed I was getting my Internet connection instead of gas & light.When I closed my door I called my mom. I told her something was not right with this guy. I mentioned to her that every time my son walks out the door this guy follows him out. I was very scared, and annoyed.A few weeks later the Brazilian lady knocked on my door and we started talking. I went up to her apartment and she confided to me that she had broken up with him. He had been hitting her, and was very verbally abusive to her. She told me how used she felt. Now that he was in the building living in Manhattan, and not living in Queens he had dumped her. I opened up to her and told her how uncomfortable I was with him living here. I told her it was really weird to me, because I had never noticed a Brazilian man act so strangely. She told me he was not Brazilian but Albanian. He's a construction worker.I told her he was always listening through the door. She told me he was very "curious", and that he had asked her if I was marrie.. ect. I told her he needed to go be curious somewhere else.So anyways the Albanian neighbor is a stalker of the worst kind. I don't know what to do. It keeps getting worse. Two nights ago I walked into the building and he ran in quickly behind me startling me. He started laughing and asked me if he had scared me. That made me so angry! My blood was boiling. Plus the fact that he follows my son in and out the building and down the block - it's just sick. It's almost like he knows that will bother me more than anything- and it does.The Brazilian lady also commented to me that he was very rough with her son. And that her son did not like him. I don't know what to do now. Get a dog? Get an ex boyfriend of mine to visit me on a regular basis? Get a male roommate? I used to be in the habit of wearing a fake wedding ring, I wished I had kept this habit. Ughhh do I really have to bother?I've also thought of soundproofing my door, or getting a little hidden camera.This man is from a country where women are treated very poorly. He must need to feel some sense of control by doing this. I wish he would just leave me the f*ck alone though. Even the handyman in my building have told me to make sure that I lock my windows at night.Being a single in New York city is a wonderful thing. I love being single and probably will be for quite some time. However this is obviously one of the disadvantages. I've heard of things like this happening to women, but I never thought I would have to deal with someone so disgusting and sick living right next door to me.It's one thing to bother a women - but her child too? GrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrFor now I am just going to say a prayer that the situation gets better. That' really all I can do at the moment.I googled Albanian stalker and foudn this girl's blog. This sounds exactly like the Brazilian lady's description of this guy. Good grief.http://mycrazyalbanianstalker.blogspot.com/2008/08/it-started-innocently-enough.html
Anyways he was thrown out - and I was told by the Brazilian woman about how much he commented that he hated my son and myself. She also told me that he lived in Italy for quite sometime. I have a half sister who is very prominent in the anti trafficking and anti sex slave ring movement. I've read her articles about Kosovo - and this man - well his Italy - US jump - history scared me quite a bit. Plus his vigilance of my son made me afraid that his intentions were very ominous.
I did background research on him - found his myspace page - and found it to be full of Kosovo Ablanian Gang symbolism - and some VERY sick youtube vidoes about raping women and children.
Anyhow - after the break ins in my NYC apartment when I would go to court in D.C. - I was told by a vagrant who is always hanging outside my apartment that is was the Ablanians.
When I was threatened a month ago by the man wanting to know what foster home my son was in - he was with a frigging Ablanian.
After these same men that broke into my apartment repeatedly - a "child service" agent would show up - and relate details found inside my apartment. I would repeatedly tell this "child service agent" about the break ins and about the harassment from the Albanian who got kicked out of the building - and this "child service agent" would ignore everything.
and now I have been told they tried to break in again TODAY -
Luckily I got smart about the "child service agent" and decided to go to the head of child services and ask what was up? Why was the "child service agent" showing up after every break in and gas leak. She flipped out - and my case was closed. She told me she had known this"child service agent" had worked there for years - yet I did a background search and he was only hired a year ago.
So ok then - I was attacked - urghhhhhhhh I am so livid righ now.
I will get more into the rape - and how it happened in a later post.
But so far here are some of the connections I have made with would be harassers - and the hierarchy of it all.
Knights of Malta ( lawyer handling my father's case)
Homeland Security Firefighters
Child Service Agents that aren't really child service agents
CIA Lawyers that represented Blackwater - (hold my father's voting trust stock share book)
Phone call telling me to warning me to call it quits which I traced back to a Michigan company which has relations with the Prince Company.
Albanians
What the FUCK is going on here?
No LAW ENFORCEMENT HELP!
Listen - leave me and my son ALONE - you have already caused more than enough damage.
Stop visiting my apartment.
There are witnesses apart from myself
I am not crazy nor delusional and WOULD PASS ANY LIE DETECTOR TEST.
I have given and provided evidence to others.
I have documented and stored evidence.
I am not afraid - and I will SPEAK UP.
LEAVE US ALONE!
I was informed the men were Albanian. In fact I was told by people around my building and neighborhood that each time I would leave to court men would show up and get into my apartment. The owner of my building was so worried for my safety that he installed a security camera - that was supposed to connect to my computer - which I stupidly never installed.
I moved into that building in the upper east side in 2008.
About a week later an Albanian man moved into the apartment right in front of me. I heard that he was a bouncer at a night club - a construction worker by day. A woman in the building who was dating him told me he had obtained his visa by falsely stating to the US government that he was persecuted in Albania for being a "homosexual" but that he was not homosexual.
From the get go this man started harassing my son and myself. Particularly my son - he would follow him to school - the harassment became so bad that I actually blogged about it on my myspace page.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
My new and not so friendly neighbor Current mood: annoyed
Well everything is going well. Except one little detail.I have a psycho as a neighbor. I have a tendency to attract some stalker like men. This time it's different. It's not like he tried to hit on me and was rejected, and that is why he's gone psycho. At least that would have some rhyme and reason to it. I can handle those types of situations. I never reject someone outright. Instead I'll flatter them with compliments, follow them around, and tell them I want to get married , have 7 children, and that I want to name our first daughter Bertha. Reverse psychology. I'm joking - but I have done that before :) It works too...This is a totally different scenario. And even though I don't like to admit it - it kind of scares me. Not only is this man messing with me but also with my son. I was introduced to this new "neighbor' by a very nice Brazilian women who lives in my building. She knocked on my door and introduced me to her new "boyfriend". She lives on the 5th floor, but helped her boyfriend get into the building by introducing him to this very nice older gay Brazilian man who lives next door to me and was renting his room out to him.Well from the get go I saw a little bit of "psycho" in his eyes, but paid it no attention. I did notice however that every time I went out my door he would leave a few seconds later. Like he wanted to "bump" into me, I would catch him listening to my conversation with my son. The hallway to my door is very long and there is no carpeting so the acoustical echo is very loud. Plus our doors are right in front of each other so I can hear his footsteps and even the key when he turns it. One day Con Edison came and installed my gas. A few hours later my son came in a little scared and said that the "Pato" ( Mexican slang my son has picked up) wanted to talk to me. He told me that he was not nice when he asked and that he said to him " Go get your mother I want to talk to her" in a really rude tone of voice. I went out my door , and asked him how could I help him. I was very amicable. He then said that he needed Internet, how much would it cost him to use mine. I responded that I did not have my Internet yet. He then started to get almost upset with me, repeating over and over again - are you sure you don't have it? The look in his eyes was as if he was trying to intimidate me. I was like YES I am sure I don't have my Internet connection up yet. I borrow someone else's band with. He tried to prolong the conversation and I had to end the conversation. So it was obvious to me that he had heard the Con Edison men and assumed I was getting my Internet connection instead of gas & light.When I closed my door I called my mom. I told her something was not right with this guy. I mentioned to her that every time my son walks out the door this guy follows him out. I was very scared, and annoyed.A few weeks later the Brazilian lady knocked on my door and we started talking. I went up to her apartment and she confided to me that she had broken up with him. He had been hitting her, and was very verbally abusive to her. She told me how used she felt. Now that he was in the building living in Manhattan, and not living in Queens he had dumped her. I opened up to her and told her how uncomfortable I was with him living here. I told her it was really weird to me, because I had never noticed a Brazilian man act so strangely. She told me he was not Brazilian but Albanian. He's a construction worker.I told her he was always listening through the door. She told me he was very "curious", and that he had asked her if I was marrie.. ect. I told her he needed to go be curious somewhere else.So anyways the Albanian neighbor is a stalker of the worst kind. I don't know what to do. It keeps getting worse. Two nights ago I walked into the building and he ran in quickly behind me startling me. He started laughing and asked me if he had scared me. That made me so angry! My blood was boiling. Plus the fact that he follows my son in and out the building and down the block - it's just sick. It's almost like he knows that will bother me more than anything- and it does.The Brazilian lady also commented to me that he was very rough with her son. And that her son did not like him. I don't know what to do now. Get a dog? Get an ex boyfriend of mine to visit me on a regular basis? Get a male roommate? I used to be in the habit of wearing a fake wedding ring, I wished I had kept this habit. Ughhh do I really have to bother?I've also thought of soundproofing my door, or getting a little hidden camera.This man is from a country where women are treated very poorly. He must need to feel some sense of control by doing this. I wish he would just leave me the f*ck alone though. Even the handyman in my building have told me to make sure that I lock my windows at night.Being a single in New York city is a wonderful thing. I love being single and probably will be for quite some time. However this is obviously one of the disadvantages. I've heard of things like this happening to women, but I never thought I would have to deal with someone so disgusting and sick living right next door to me.It's one thing to bother a women - but her child too? GrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrFor now I am just going to say a prayer that the situation gets better. That' really all I can do at the moment.I googled Albanian stalker and foudn this girl's blog. This sounds exactly like the Brazilian lady's description of this guy. Good grief.http://mycrazyalbanianstalker.blogspot.com/2008/08/it-started-innocently-enough.html
Anyways he was thrown out - and I was told by the Brazilian woman about how much he commented that he hated my son and myself. She also told me that he lived in Italy for quite sometime. I have a half sister who is very prominent in the anti trafficking and anti sex slave ring movement. I've read her articles about Kosovo - and this man - well his Italy - US jump - history scared me quite a bit. Plus his vigilance of my son made me afraid that his intentions were very ominous.
I did background research on him - found his myspace page - and found it to be full of Kosovo Ablanian Gang symbolism - and some VERY sick youtube vidoes about raping women and children.
Anyhow - after the break ins in my NYC apartment when I would go to court in D.C. - I was told by a vagrant who is always hanging outside my apartment that is was the Ablanians.
When I was threatened a month ago by the man wanting to know what foster home my son was in - he was with a frigging Ablanian.
After these same men that broke into my apartment repeatedly - a "child service" agent would show up - and relate details found inside my apartment. I would repeatedly tell this "child service agent" about the break ins and about the harassment from the Albanian who got kicked out of the building - and this "child service agent" would ignore everything.
and now I have been told they tried to break in again TODAY -
Luckily I got smart about the "child service agent" and decided to go to the head of child services and ask what was up? Why was the "child service agent" showing up after every break in and gas leak. She flipped out - and my case was closed. She told me she had known this"child service agent" had worked there for years - yet I did a background search and he was only hired a year ago.
So ok then - I was attacked - urghhhhhhhh I am so livid righ now.
I will get more into the rape - and how it happened in a later post.
But so far here are some of the connections I have made with would be harassers - and the hierarchy of it all.
Knights of Malta ( lawyer handling my father's case)
Homeland Security Firefighters
Child Service Agents that aren't really child service agents
CIA Lawyers that represented Blackwater - (hold my father's voting trust stock share book)
Phone call telling me to warning me to call it quits which I traced back to a Michigan company which has relations with the Prince Company.
Albanians
What the FUCK is going on here?
No LAW ENFORCEMENT HELP!
Listen - leave me and my son ALONE - you have already caused more than enough damage.
Stop visiting my apartment.
There are witnesses apart from myself
I am not crazy nor delusional and WOULD PASS ANY LIE DETECTOR TEST.
I have given and provided evidence to others.
I have documented and stored evidence.
I am not afraid - and I will SPEAK UP.
LEAVE US ALONE!
Silence and turning the other way does not help
For the past week - I've given serious thought about contining to write about the events occuring to me - having been advised by several people close to me to let it go - for my saftey.
One person, whom I consider to be a mentor - said to me that the people who might be offended, and or upset that I am putting this information up online - do not view the blog and website as a person trying to seek justice and find out what happened to her father and grandfather. They interpret it as me being an instigator. Someone who needs to be silenced.
However the bad events do not stop - they do not cease. They only are getting worse. And I am not getting any help from law enforcement- or at least I have not found the write person to assist.
Perhaps in the grand scheme of things I am just one life - and what is happening is not that important for anybody to jump in to assist - so being my own advocate - and documenting the events here online has been my own personal survival tactict.
Since I realize that the events don't stop even when I stop writting - I don't see any benefit in ceasing. This blog started off as a way to cope with my father's death and his probate case - it is now slowly turning into a blog that is an attempt to docuement ( what I view as) a slow process of torturing a human life.
I've stumbled across many webpages of people whom write about the same thing. Just a year ago if I would have read these webpages - I would have laughed to myself and thought what a nutjob.
However - these other cases that I have read online of what I have now learned is called gangstalking, gaslighting, covert state sanctioned torture are all very similar to my own experiences.
Many of the sites state that some of the stasi like tactics used on what are called "targeted indivuduals" are only meant to appear as if the victim's life is in danger.
My own personal safety - the well being of my life - has been directly threatened over and over again. Graduating from mere gaslighting tactics - to stronger and more cruel tactics - and attempts against my life.
The writer of one blog - http://areyoutargeted.com/ - which I have come across - states something perfectly in words that I fear has happened in my situation -and hence why the events escalated so quickly and thier severity became worse.
Once a target understands what is going on, he is an even greater threat because he might expose the corruption and criminality involved in his targeting, thereby undermining the legitimacy of the State. Likewise, every person who joins in on the campaign becomes a life long stakeholder in the target’s destruction; so long as the target might be able to fight back, he is at risk.
These tactics are devasting to the human soul and spirit. Not to sound fatalistic -- but after what I have been through - I honestly can say my life is still very much in danger. I am going to I will try my best to survive and get through this - but just in case - I want to leave my words out here -
Being silent is not the answer as it does not make anything better.
One person, whom I consider to be a mentor - said to me that the people who might be offended, and or upset that I am putting this information up online - do not view the blog and website as a person trying to seek justice and find out what happened to her father and grandfather. They interpret it as me being an instigator. Someone who needs to be silenced.
However the bad events do not stop - they do not cease. They only are getting worse. And I am not getting any help from law enforcement- or at least I have not found the write person to assist.
Perhaps in the grand scheme of things I am just one life - and what is happening is not that important for anybody to jump in to assist - so being my own advocate - and documenting the events here online has been my own personal survival tactict.
Since I realize that the events don't stop even when I stop writting - I don't see any benefit in ceasing. This blog started off as a way to cope with my father's death and his probate case - it is now slowly turning into a blog that is an attempt to docuement ( what I view as) a slow process of torturing a human life.
I've stumbled across many webpages of people whom write about the same thing. Just a year ago if I would have read these webpages - I would have laughed to myself and thought what a nutjob.
However - these other cases that I have read online of what I have now learned is called gangstalking, gaslighting, covert state sanctioned torture are all very similar to my own experiences.
Many of the sites state that some of the stasi like tactics used on what are called "targeted indivuduals" are only meant to appear as if the victim's life is in danger.
My own personal safety - the well being of my life - has been directly threatened over and over again. Graduating from mere gaslighting tactics - to stronger and more cruel tactics - and attempts against my life.
The writer of one blog - http://areyoutargeted.com/ - which I have come across - states something perfectly in words that I fear has happened in my situation -and hence why the events escalated so quickly and thier severity became worse.
Once a target understands what is going on, he is an even greater threat because he might expose the corruption and criminality involved in his targeting, thereby undermining the legitimacy of the State. Likewise, every person who joins in on the campaign becomes a life long stakeholder in the target’s destruction; so long as the target might be able to fight back, he is at risk.
These tactics are devasting to the human soul and spirit. Not to sound fatalistic -- but after what I have been through - I honestly can say my life is still very much in danger. I am going to I will try my best to survive and get through this - but just in case - I want to leave my words out here -
Being silent is not the answer as it does not make anything better.
Friday, January 8, 2010
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This week I spent a lot of time in the hospital.
My rape kit is now "missing".
There is such an sadistic , satanic, element to how it occured.
According to one close friend these people are now "crazed" - and that what happened to me passed the line of even normal torture.
There was blood all over my apartment.
I will probably make another post of the occurences - but for the mean time - several people whom are close to me have told me to stop writting and let things go for a while.
Something I really don't want to do.
However for now - .
I have tried over and over again - and not one police will make a report.
One thing this blog is staying up - and so is my webpage.
Irnocially during my stay in the hosptial - my youtube page was deleted - and my dcprobatemafia page went down. They will be going back up.
My rape kit is now "missing".
There is such an sadistic , satanic, element to how it occured.
According to one close friend these people are now "crazed" - and that what happened to me passed the line of even normal torture.
There was blood all over my apartment.
I will probably make another post of the occurences - but for the mean time - several people whom are close to me have told me to stop writting and let things go for a while.
Something I really don't want to do.
However for now - .
I have tried over and over again - and not one police will make a report.
One thing this blog is staying up - and so is my webpage.
Irnocially during my stay in the hosptial - my youtube page was deleted - and my dcprobatemafia page went down. They will be going back up.
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